Ren, Hajime and myself decided to hang out that night. I can't remember whose idea it even was — it just sort of happened, I guess. We were watching movies and eating and drinking, which... I hadn't ever done before. So I was kind of really far gone by the end of the night when Ren found what I had in my drawer. You see, I'd found a handful of clothes in front of my room around the time of your birthday. One of them was... that.
[He vaguely gestures with his free hand. Alucard obviously knew what he meant.]
I didn't know what to do with it, so I kept it. I stuffed it away in there, and hadn't even thought about it again until he found it. Then he wanted to try it on and made Hajime take pictures of him, then one thing lead to another and I was trying it on? A lot of it is kind of a blur at this point. But it fit me perfectly, like it was supposed to be mine, and I felt... nice, wearing it? So I made him take a picture of me with my device, too.
Then I found myself thinking about how much I liked it, and then I thought to myself that... I wanted you to see it, too. That I wanted you to think I looked as nice in it as I thought I did.
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Ren, Hajime and myself decided to hang out that night. I can't remember whose idea it even was — it just sort of happened, I guess. We were watching movies and eating and drinking, which... I hadn't ever done before. So I was kind of really far gone by the end of the night when Ren found what I had in my drawer. You see, I'd found a handful of clothes in front of my room around the time of your birthday. One of them was... that.
[He vaguely gestures with his free hand. Alucard obviously knew what he meant.]
I didn't know what to do with it, so I kept it. I stuffed it away in there, and hadn't even thought about it again until he found it. Then he wanted to try it on and made Hajime take pictures of him, then one thing lead to another and I was trying it on? A lot of it is kind of a blur at this point. But it fit me perfectly, like it was supposed to be mine, and I felt... nice, wearing it? So I made him take a picture of me with my device, too.
Then I found myself thinking about how much I liked it, and then I thought to myself that... I wanted you to see it, too. That I wanted you to think I looked as nice in it as I thought I did.
Because...
[He trails off.]