You're very much making this a strange contradictory experience, Belmont. "I don't feel like pitying you out of obligation but I want to be around you because friendship."

[Fortunately, Alucard doesn't seem much ruffled about it. Mostly, he's busy feeling bad for himself, but he's trying to pay attention to what Trevor is trying to say.]

But... I think I see what you're at least attempting to say. Maybe. Even if it's clear as mud.