[Unexpectedly, his tail thumps against the mattress while one of his legs twitches — what might've been a reflexive kick, if he weren't a fully-grown guy the size of a refrigerator. Not unlike what a puppy might do, perhaps, while his sensitive ears were played with.]
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. I guess it hasn't really sunk in yet. Like...I've been telling people and trying to help keep his husband together, all the things he'd want me to do, but...
It's like, if I went over there right now, he'd still be there. Or at his shop. It doesn't...it doesn't feel like he's really gone.
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[Unexpectedly, his tail thumps against the mattress while one of his legs twitches — what might've been a reflexive kick, if he weren't a fully-grown guy the size of a refrigerator. Not unlike what a puppy might do, perhaps, while his sensitive ears were played with.]
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. I guess it hasn't really sunk in yet. Like...I've been telling people and trying to help keep his husband together, all the things he'd want me to do, but...
It's like, if I went over there right now, he'd still be there. Or at his shop. It doesn't...it doesn't feel like he's really gone.