[ He sighs, sitting down and putting down the hot chocolate. He's apparently decided that he's being honest with Adrian, and that's an exhausting prospect. But- in a roundabout way, if being honest with Adrian puts him at ease, then he can put Jotaro at ease. It'll make things better. ]

At first? I- don't really know. I wanted to make sure he was safe, when he came here, because until two weeks ago going anywhere alone was suicide and it's different here but it's still difficult. I think I wanted to know what kind of person he liked. I was angry. I don't know what I was angry at, but I decided it was you because you were there and I thought you couldn't see me. You were convenient.

Then I started coming here because I needed to be somewhere else. My head's all messed up but if I act like something's wrong, it'll fuck with him. I just- had a place here, by then. So I came here.