[But he knows, logically, that Minato is correct. There is only so much that he can control, and he certainly has none over what the station chooses to do to them. All that they can do is endure and survive this place.]
It troubles me to let go of control, and to also know that I am needed to fulfill so many roles at the same time. I will try to not carry so much.
[There is a pause, then he nods.] Trevor Belmont. It is said that I would encounter a hunter and a scholar to aid me in killing my father. Trevor has disappeared sometime ago from this place while we were becoming infected. I worry that it may mean.
It's hard to know things are out of your control, especially if you're used to being in control. I don't blame you for having issue with it. Hopefully... the tides will change soon enough.
[Minato frowns to hear about Trevor, given there was so much they didn't know about what disappearing even means. Do they go home? Do they disappear forever? Die? They just don't know.]
I wish we just... had some way of knowing what disappearing means. I think all we can do is hold out hope that it means that he's been sent back to wait for you.
Someone... someone I know disappeared for a little while. A few days. And then he came back. It could've been a result of us fading away this month, and he just reached levels far beyond what I ever did, or it could've been the same way people have been disappearing — I don't know. But he came back. There's still hope that Trevor could, too.
[There's a helpless shrug from Alucard.] I wish I knew, precisely, what it meant. I could no longer trace his blood. Not a speck of him remains, not a single hair. As if he were but a memory now.
I know no way to trace him, or anyone else who has disappeared. If there was a way to know either way, it would prepare me, at the very least.
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[But he knows, logically, that Minato is correct. There is only so much that he can control, and he certainly has none over what the station chooses to do to them. All that they can do is endure and survive this place.]
It troubles me to let go of control, and to also know that I am needed to fulfill so many roles at the same time. I will try to not carry so much.
[There is a pause, then he nods.] Trevor Belmont. It is said that I would encounter a hunter and a scholar to aid me in killing my father. Trevor has disappeared sometime ago from this place while we were becoming infected. I worry that it may mean.
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[Minato frowns to hear about Trevor, given there was so much they didn't know about what disappearing even means. Do they go home? Do they disappear forever? Die? They just don't know.]
I wish we just... had some way of knowing what disappearing means. I think all we can do is hold out hope that it means that he's been sent back to wait for you.
Someone... someone I know disappeared for a little while. A few days. And then he came back. It could've been a result of us fading away this month, and he just reached levels far beyond what I ever did, or it could've been the same way people have been disappearing — I don't know. But he came back. There's still hope that Trevor could, too.
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[There's a helpless shrug from Alucard.] I wish I knew, precisely, what it meant. I could no longer trace his blood. Not a speck of him remains, not a single hair. As if he were but a memory now.
I know no way to trace him, or anyone else who has disappeared. If there was a way to know either way, it would prepare me, at the very least.