❧ cr chart

[reposing]

a nocturne of recollection。

ALEX. flavor: acceptable. Complicated. I thought, selfishly, that it was so simple, but no. Alex has done me a great service. It is unfortunate that I threw it back in his face.

APOLLO. flavor: unknown; presumably sunlit; it would hurt or kill me. It is clear how much he cares and worries for others. I've no doubt that I am something of a mystery, a being who must live off of the blood of others. It would be innate to fight against that, would it not? Perhaps his heart shines as bright as the suns he takes in. Though his presence could burn me, I feel no threat from him.

MIDNIGHTER. flavor: unknown; no thank you. Apollo's husband. I don't much care for him, but Apollo loves him so that is irrelevant. I will protect him if he needs it.

AQUA. flavor: unknown; likely sweet. Polite enough. She is friends with A2, I think. I like her well enough.

ERIKA. flavor: unknown. Though she is not necessarily sicky at the moment, it is a concern on the back of my mind. Even if she offered, I would not drink from her. There is no sense in risking that.

HAJIME HINATA. flavor: unknown; presumably lacking in nutrition. His heart is in the right place. I'm grateful he's decided to step up and work with me in the medbay. He seems very boyish, but that sort of naivete is not a curse. I appreciate it, as a matter of fact.

GARION. flavor: unknown; perhaps unwise to check due to his relationship with gods. Garion is kind, generous, and genuinely wishes to help others. In many ways, he is my opposite, but I do not dislike it. Rather, I feel fortunate that we are able to work together.

KIRA / LUCIFER. flavor: stale. brimstone. Crass, rude, chaotic, crude, coarse, irritating, and irresponsible. Somehow, he is my friend. Kira holds a love for humans that, at times, still eludes me.

LAPIS LAZULI / PIERRE. flavor: impossible, unless she decides to shapeshift veins. Thinks of herself essentially invincible. All things break, all things die. Still, it is often the downfall so many that are immortal. Regardless, Lapis' concerns are self-centered. I do not blame her for that. People have a right to look out for themselves. I am, however, immensely curious to learn more about gems, so long as she allows it.

REVAN. flavor: soothing. I think that, perhaps, Revan is a better man than he gives himself credit for. He is good, almost a gentleman, truthfully. I have few that I would name friend in this place, but I want to say that he is one of them. He is able to heal himself fairly consistently, which allows me to feed on a regular basis. A blessing, in this time of need.

SYPHA. flavor: energizing. According to her and Trevor, we have met before. I have no reason to doubt that, of course, but it still feels strange that I cannot recall either of them. Still, there is a familiarity that brings comfort to me. Sypha is kind, but fierce, like a fire only she can tame herself. I am fortunate that she is the scholar who is to be at my side.

TREVOR. flavor: lacking in nutrition; drinks too much. Though Trevor is irritating, surly, and difficult to get along with, he is not as detached as he may wish to seem. I am still sorting him out, but if he is truly from the Belmont House, then this hunter may very well be what I need in order to kill my father.

RYO ASUKA. flavor: unknown. Intelligent and efficient, but distant and cold.

RYUJI. flavor: unknown; likely lacking in nutrition. Warm and sincere. I know little about him, but I know enough that he is good, truly.

CONNOR. flavor: a bit acidic. to be expected, thirium is not precisely for my consumption. Polite, efficient, and clever. It is still baffling to me to think that he is just a machine. Is it that he is alive, or is the way that he was made just that refined? Perhaps I am projecting, wanting too much what cannot be. I should know better than to hope.

HANK ANDERSON. flavor: unknown, likely lacking in nutritional value. Connor's partner. Gruffer by comparison, but not uncaring. He'd been rather pleasant to talk to.

NAOYA. flavor: unknown. Twice now Naoya has come to my aid without any hesitation. There is a certain optimism that I could never keep up with, even in my best of days, but I do admire it in him. I appreciate all that he's done for me. I hope to manage to pay it back in full.

JENNIFER. flavor: palatable. Jennifer often reminds me of a flower crafted carefully of tissue paper. Lovely, but so fragile. There is something that haunts her, I don't doubt that. Something that makes her think that she isn't worthy. She is. If I could make her see that...

MINATO. flavor: gentle. One of my closer friends, and one whose fate I wish I could undo, but I possess no power to do so. To think that if he returns to his home, he will return to being dead -- it aches my heart so. Minato is kind, thoughtful, and spends time simply being with me for no purpose other than my company. I would do anything to protect that. I desperately wish I could do more.

VANESSA. flavor: unknown, and will never ask. At first, Vanessa did not take to my heritage well. To her credit, she has every reason not to -- and yet, she has remained patient, and decided to speak and learn from me rather than dwell in fear induced hatred. I have great respect for her for choosing to learn than be compelled by distrust. I... could learn from that.

A2. flavor: oil; would not recommend. Although brash and to the point, A2 has the capacity to help others and was quick to come to my aid when I needed her. She isn't without her softness, in her way, but keeps it contained, as if she has to protect it.

9S. flavor: oil; would not recommend. At first I did not have a considerably positive opinion of Nines. He was rude, unpleasant, and stubborn. He is still perfectly capable of all those traits, but there seems to be a desperation to be useful to people, to be wanted. Now that we've begun working more regularly together, there are other aspects I see in him too. I would like for him to find more individuality, one day.

AIZAWA. flavor: unknown. Though his initial approach did not take well to many, my opinion of him changed dramatically when he found me terribly ill. Though he seems detached, Aizawa very clearly has a caring personality to me, just a subtle one.

TEREZI. flavor:unknown; i have no idea what to expect with troll blood. The place where Terezi is from sounds both unpleasant and fascinating. She herself has an interesting approach, and though she can be loud she is far from unbearable. I would call her a friend.

VENUS. flavor: a summer's day. One of the first friends I'd made here, still one of my dearest ones. Venus is completely at joy with herself. Most often, I want to respect this and encourage it, but there are people who do not understand us and may never will. I adore her, as do many, as they should. She is well loved for a reason.

ROGUE. flavor: lacking in nutrition, draining in a way. For the short time I have known Rogue, she has been one of the most genuine I have interacted with. She understands me, in many ways. It's frighteningly easy to talk to her, but I don't mind it. She is wonderful, truly.

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