[Oh no...now she's excited. There's a bit of a wiggle of anticipation as she shimmies herself around, raising each of her hands to settle her palms over her eyes.]
What is it?
[Diva that's not how it works...he's not going to just tell you!]
[She does as she's told, immediately reaching back to touch and feel what he's just clipped into her hair. She knows that shape well enough!]
Oh! My prince! You got me a bow?
[It's...actually an incredibly simple gift...but to Diva it's something lovely. As bougie as she could be, deep down she's most pleased with simple, delicate things.]
[She can't help but be excited. She loves being doted on and she likes Alucard. What's better than being doted on by someone you're fond of? Taking the mirror she gives it a look and soon turns her attention back to him. It's got her approval.]
I agree, completely. I'm glad you like it as you do.
[He reaches out and gently takes her hand.]
When you arrived here, do you remember if anyone explain what was expected of you? Not that it is their right to tell you such things, but I want to know how much you recall.
[She lets him take her hand without protest, glancing down at it as her fingers press against his. In comparison hers is so much smaller and softer, not that such a difference would come as a surprise to anyone. Still, it's a difference she takes note of.]
Well...when I woke up I killed one of the staff members so they were quick to process me and send me on my way. They told me I was to contract myself to someone and learn my place. They mentioned having sex but I didn't really pay much attention...
[of course she killed somebody. not that he could really blame her since they're all essentially kidnapped]
All right. Now listen as best as you can. If you have any questions, I will try to answer them as best as I can.
This place has arbitrary rules that are irrelevant, but because they have such technology and enchantments that can affect even us is why I have been very cautious about how best to act. They labeled you as a submissive based on their whims and little else.
They expect all of us to meet a certain quota of sex per month. If you do not, they will give you a serum against your will to force you to want it. The punishment could be worse, actually, because they labeled you as submissive.
[Gently, he squeezes her hand.] It is unfair, and it isn't right. But if we do not obey for now, then you could suffer the consequences. I don't want that for you. So I encourage you to seek a contract with a dominant that you like, and to be intimate with those you like if they also agree to it.
[Would you blame a caged tiger for attacking upon waking up somewhere unknown? The same logic applies here but at least Alucard seems to understand that, even if he might not condone it.
She listens, sitting still and rigid on the uncomfortable mattress, becoming more and more visibly nervous as he continues. A quota they all had to meet and if it wasn't met there would be punishment, that hers would be worse because she was a submissive.
She shifts a little then, rocking just a bit. She doesn't want this?]
[There's a pause, then he rolls his thumb over her knuckles.]
Sex is... a little more than just producing a child. It can be for recreational purposes, or just enjoying your time with someone you like or love. It can be frightening, especially if it's the first time you've done it.
But it can be marvelous, as well. Sex can be with anyone, regardless of their gender if you don't particularly care about that.
It can take a bit of time to figure out what you like and what your partner enjoys, but it can be fun as well.
[Everything he says seems all fine and dandy but...now it just seems complicated. Complex. A huge bother. It's supposed to be fun? No one told her that. It was make a baby this make a baby that, not enjoy yourself with someone you like or love...
Was that even possible for someone like her? Just because she might like someone or fancy them doesn't mean that they felt the same way. Most people didn't. She has always been wanted for the wrong reasons.
She's still staring at their hands, at the way he thumbs her knuckles. He's trying to soothe her and it's only then she realizes she's jittery.]
And it's all right that you don't know. I'm only sorry that you're being forced to find out in one way or another, but at the very least we can ensure you enjoy it with someone you like.
Would you say you prefer men or women? We can start there.
For me, I enjoy both men and women, so I can help to an extent. Most people will tell you that simply taking a man's penis into you will be enough, but it's more complex than that. Everyone enjoys something different.
[He feels a little bad for asking, but. It seems necessary.] Have you ever touched yourself intimately? [y'know, jerkin' it]
[The thought to do such a thing has honestly never really crossed her mind. Whatever excitement she's felt in the past has been fulfilled by indulging her bloodlust. That's not to say she hasn't found herself a little rowdy before, she's just never realized it for what it was.
For someone who has been so demonized throughout her life she hasn't rung Satan's doorbell just yet.]
Mm. Here's my suggestion, Diva. Have a nice, hot bath. Just to enjoy yourself. Then perhaps try it, see what you like best.
Alternatively, we could also attempt to find someone who would go slowly with you. To help you feel nice.
It doesn't have to be today. You have time. But I do truly want to help you best as I can with this so you don't end up with an experience you don't like.
[Not to mention frustrating, at least to someone as impulsive and in need of immediate gratification like Diva. Her brow is creased, furrowed beneath messy bangs. What's the point of looking for someone, a stranger, when there's someone quite literally across from her, holding her hand?
Up on her knees she gets, eyeing him carefully, as if she's sizing him up. It's not that she's necessarily checking him out (she already did that the moment they had first met in his living room) but she is clearly considering something.
And, in characteristic Diva fashion she blurts out what she's thinking a moment later.]
If you truly want to help me why not see to it yourself?
[Ah...but maybe she's not his type? Maybe she's not good enough?]
Or am I not appealing enough so you'd rather find someone else?
Why would it bother me? I did ask you to be my bridegroom.
[Which, now, with the added context, should send a clear message. She thought he was hot enough to bang from the very start, even if she doesn't exactly know what the hell she's getting herself into.]
[That's...fair. Honestly if she takes a moment to think about it, she appreciates that he didn't make an assumption. It shows his character, not that she needed to be reassured he was gentlemanly anymore than she has been so far.]
Why not now?
[She sees no reason to wait. It isn't as if she'll be any more ready to take the plunge than she is now. Although...]
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[Poor Diva indeed. She emerges further, shuffling herself across the mattress, dragging one of the blankets with her.]
Please.
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What is it?
[Diva that's not how it works...he's not going to just tell you!]
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Open your eyes.
[He does have a compact mirror if she wants to look!]
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Oh! My prince! You got me a bow?
[It's...actually an incredibly simple gift...but to Diva it's something lovely. As bougie as she could be, deep down she's most pleased with simple, delicate things.]
I want to see!
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Of course, my lady.
[His mirror is offered to her.]
Tell me how you like it.
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It's very lovely. I think it suits me.
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[He reaches out and gently takes her hand.]
When you arrived here, do you remember if anyone explain what was expected of you? Not that it is their right to tell you such things, but I want to know how much you recall.
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Well...when I woke up I killed one of the staff members so they were quick to process me and send me on my way. They told me I was to contract myself to someone and learn my place. They mentioned having sex but I didn't really pay much attention...
[Mainly because she wanted to gtfo so badly.]
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All right. Now listen as best as you can. If you have any questions, I will try to answer them as best as I can.
This place has arbitrary rules that are irrelevant, but because they have such technology and enchantments that can affect even us is why I have been very cautious about how best to act. They labeled you as a submissive based on their whims and little else.
They expect all of us to meet a certain quota of sex per month. If you do not, they will give you a serum against your will to force you to want it. The punishment could be worse, actually, because they labeled you as submissive.
[Gently, he squeezes her hand.] It is unfair, and it isn't right. But if we do not obey for now, then you could suffer the consequences. I don't want that for you. So I encourage you to seek a contract with a dominant that you like, and to be intimate with those you like if they also agree to it.
Do you understand so far?
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She listens, sitting still and rigid on the uncomfortable mattress, becoming more and more visibly nervous as he continues. A quota they all had to meet and if it wasn't met there would be punishment, that hers would be worse because she was a submissive.
She shifts a little then, rocking just a bit. She doesn't want this?]
Mm...I do.
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[There's a pause, then he rolls his thumb over her knuckles.]
Sex is... a little more than just producing a child. It can be for recreational purposes, or just enjoying your time with someone you like or love. It can be frightening, especially if it's the first time you've done it.
But it can be marvelous, as well. Sex can be with anyone, regardless of their gender if you don't particularly care about that.
It can take a bit of time to figure out what you like and what your partner enjoys, but it can be fun as well.
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Was that even possible for someone like her? Just because she might like someone or fancy them doesn't mean that they felt the same way. Most people didn't. She has always been wanted for the wrong reasons.
She's still staring at their hands, at the way he thumbs her knuckles. He's trying to soothe her and it's only then she realizes she's jittery.]
I don't know what to do.
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Would you say you prefer men or women? We can start there.
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[Sure, girls could be pretty but she hasn't had much contact with women in general. Mostly it's been men, her Chevalier, that she's kept for company.]
I suppose men?
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For me, I enjoy both men and women, so I can help to an extent. Most people will tell you that simply taking a man's penis into you will be enough, but it's more complex than that. Everyone enjoys something different.
[He feels a little bad for asking, but. It seems necessary.] Have you ever touched yourself intimately? [y'know, jerkin' it]
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[The thought to do such a thing has honestly never really crossed her mind. Whatever excitement she's felt in the past has been fulfilled by indulging her bloodlust. That's not to say she hasn't found herself a little rowdy before, she's just never realized it for what it was.
For someone who has been so demonized throughout her life she hasn't rung Satan's doorbell just yet.]
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Mm. Here's my suggestion, Diva. Have a nice, hot bath. Just to enjoy yourself. Then perhaps try it, see what you like best.
Alternatively, we could also attempt to find someone who would go slowly with you. To help you feel nice.
It doesn't have to be today. You have time. But I do truly want to help you best as I can with this so you don't end up with an experience you don't like.
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[Not to mention frustrating, at least to someone as impulsive and in need of immediate gratification like Diva. Her brow is creased, furrowed beneath messy bangs. What's the point of looking for someone, a stranger, when there's someone quite literally across from her, holding her hand?
Up on her knees she gets, eyeing him carefully, as if she's sizing him up. It's not that she's necessarily checking him out (she already did that the moment they had first met in his living room) but she is clearly considering something.
And, in characteristic Diva fashion she blurts out what she's thinking a moment later.]
If you truly want to help me why not see to it yourself?
[Ah...but maybe she's not his type? Maybe she's not good enough?]
Or am I not appealing enough so you'd rather find someone else?
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Diva.
[Alucard looks at her, a small frown on his face.]
I'm not opposed. Not in the least. But I didn't want to present myself, in case that bothered you.
If you asked for me, I would say yes.
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[Which, now, with the added context, should send a clear message. She thought he was hot enough to bang from the very start, even if she doesn't exactly know what the hell she's getting herself into.]
I'm not bothered.
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At your leisure, I would be honored to make you feel good, Diva.
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Why not now?
[She sees no reason to wait. It isn't as if she'll be any more ready to take the plunge than she is now. Although...]
But not here. This place is so dreary.
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[A gentle smile is given to her, and Alucard holds out his hand.]
Then we will go to my cottage, if you like. It is a familiar place for you, and comfortable I hope.
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Mm, I want to go there. Your bed is lovely.
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