It was, yes. You may have inferred that by the case-by-case comparison we did of your father and Alucard II. And I'd accept that apology if I thought you meant it. As it stands, I think I may simply have to be nostalgic at dinner.
Is this going to be a recurring thing? Must I safeguard my salad tonight, or can I assume that if I see you, it's only going to be as a dinner companion?
It isn't a first for me. Normally I care, I suppose, but at the moment I didn't. It was a selfish exchange without much consideration for anything else.
[the depression is really good at making him Just Not Care sometimes]
I was not mindful of others, that much is certainly true.
You're welcome. I can picture the face you're making, and don't; you don't get to look at me that way when you're the one who fucked his alternate-universe father in the middle of the cafeteria. You simply don't.
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And I could never think of him as my father. I would dread it for several reasons, sex aside.
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Is this going to be a recurring thing? Must I safeguard my salad tonight, or can I assume that if I see you, it's only going to be as a dinner companion?
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Truthfully: I'm surprised. Not at him, I don't care much about your partner; I didn't take you for the sort to do that kind of thing in public.
I'm not judging. I simply didn't expect it from you.
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[the depression is really good at making him Just Not Care sometimes]
I was not mindful of others, that much is certainly true.
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Still. You aren't unattractive. It wasn't entirely unpleasant. Though the next time you and I indulge, I'd appreciate a lock on the door.
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And then I looked up and it was, metaphorically speaking, suddenly hot dog day.
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I said I'd be more careful.
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