reposing: (is this just fantasy?)
Adrian "Alucard" Ţepeş ([personal profile] reposing) wrote2018-10-25 09:52 pm

❧ inbox; duplicity


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goneforawalk: (it's a hazy pain yeah)

[personal profile] goneforawalk 2019-02-07 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's probably for the best that adrian outwardly reacts as he does, since alucard is using humor to mask uncertainty anyway. it's very difficult to harm him, but sex is... strange, when you're him. he has a lot of thoughts about it, ones he doesn't share with anyone, but taking control of how he experiences something for the first time is important to him. it's just that no one can know how much.

he just nods, opting not to say anything else, to just concentrate on what he's doing. it's... different, than when he does this in a male body, and his chest hitches slightly as he slides down slowly--the spread of his body is different, the ache, the feel in general. even with the preparation he's had he's tighter than would be completely ideal, but he pushes past it until he's fully seated atop adrian, eyes closed a moment, trying to adjust. both hands are at his chest again, nails digging down. he doesn't look like he's in pain, just...trying to focus. ]


Good.
goneforawalk: (love enough you'll just make a mess)

[personal profile] goneforawalk 2019-02-07 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ alucard huffs out a laugh at that tease, a breathy thing that's barely there. he shakes his head, not speaking for a moment, before he licks his lips and answers. ]

I can take it. [ a needless exhale, then: ] It's just a lot.

[ it's an entirely new way of feeling filled, and the stretch aches all the more for it. after another moment he rolls his hips experimentally, not lifting up but simply rocking atop him, testing. okay, he can do that without any trouble. he does it again, a lazy grind, acclimating himself to the feeling.

it's after a long moment of this that he leans forward further, slowly lifting himself partially off of adrian's cock and letting himself slide back down with a groan. ]