reposing | reincarnation vampire lord

reincarnation vampire lord | miraclewhip

Ultimately, what ends up being the most logical choice is the one he hates the most, but there have been many people vying for the power vacuum that Dracula had left. The greedy, the pompous, self-righteous -- too many have tried to claim the empty throne in his father's castle, and all have fallen. But the courts will never be happy to leave it vacant, and he's tired of the fighting.

So he takes it himself, crushing anyone that tries to overthrow him. Otherwise, he prefers to be merciful and benevolent, even if he loathes the politics and having to outright police the rest of the creatures of the night.

It isn't the most ideal. He sees Trevor and Sypha less than he'd prefer, wanting instead to be with them, watch their children grow, to love them. And he does, but just not as much as he'd like.

"They will die one day, my lord," one of the other vampires warn. "Would you fall into the same cycle as your father before you?"

It is a thought. Alucard knows what the intention is: to turn them into vampires like him. But he could never throw them into his world, a world of night and never having daylight. To survive as does. To truly force a Belmont into what they've hunted after all this time? Unacceptable. So he lets them live as they are, human and wonderful, until their last dying day.

And it is on that day that Alucard locks himself away from the rest of the world, deep in the earth with the crypt of his mother and father. To sleep, now that there is nothing else waiting for him alive.

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“We already have so much to fight. I can’t- I can blame them for choosing their battles, but I can’t hate them for it.”

He keeps repeating that, that he can’t hate them for it. Like it’s a mantra. Like he needs to believe it in order to live. He watches the mirror return to a mess of broken glass. Watches as his family breaks into tiny, traitorous peices. They have to do this thing, he says, and only in his ungrateful shit of a heart does he whisper that they are an old family, a respected family of no small means, the kind of people who are protected from the invaders they shelter by name and means and who will never see consequences for whatever choice they make.

(Part of him rebels against that thought. Part of him hates himself for it. Part of him has seen fire and smelled burning flesh and knows full well what the consequences of a choice might be.)

“...I don’t know when it is.” He admits, sounding a little confused by himself. He’d all but forgotten that day and night existed as anything other than the domain and bane of vampires. That they were times, and that traditionally one woke at one and slept at the other. It’s odd to remember. “I woke up just now, if that’s what you mean? But I’ve not passed a window yet.”

And then, because he really cannot overstate this- “...but food would be really fucking good. I forgot that being hungry feels like shit.”

Sympathetic golden eyes look at the other man, compassionate and understanding. "Katalin, you are within your right to disagree with what is done. It is the inaction of a man that can feel just a cruel as the one who takes action against you."

He has seen it. He has been living it. He knows it well.

Adrian rises to his feet, his smile coming at more ease. "Then eat. I made plenty for you. Fresh meat, and cooking for awhile. It's yours. I can only imagine how little you've been fed since your being here."

Which, as he begins to lead out of the laboratory, he frowns in realization. "...How long did the vampires hold you prisoner for?"

It’s hard not to feel like this is all the Belmonts choosing the easy way over him. Over Sophie. Over people who ought to matter.

(And yes, he ought to matter. He didn’t think that, three centuries ago. He didn’t matter until she loved him, and even then he only mattered because she did. In this life, at least, she has loved him since the start. And so he has always mattered, just a little. He can justify being a little selfish, because Sophie said that she would miss him now that she couldn’t return to the Belmont house.)

He doesn’t say that, though, because he is far hungrier than he is comfortable with expressing difficult emotions.

“Enough to recover from blood loss.” Is his ansewr to the first question. And for all the horror that answer implies, his tone is downright cheerful in comparison to how it falls at the second answer. “...I think I missed Christmas.”

He sounds more deeply cut by that than by anything else save for Adrian’s sleeping schedule. He has his priorities in order.

The answer does, quite honestly, horrify him. Adrian thought improperly that, perhaps, Katalin was held for no more than a week at most, maybe two. But for so long...

"I'm--" A sigh and Adrian glances away. "I am so sorry that I've put you in this position. It is a cruel thing what they did to you, all for a grasp of power. Clearly I should have destroyed the rest of his followers. Perhaps I was too merciful."

But that wouldn't give Katalin back his time, his life. For all that's happened, Katalin has taken things quite well, oddly enough. Still, Adrian does feel responsible for what's happened.

“It was kind of shitty.” He says, so very eloquently. “But I’m alive. I wouldn’t be. If they hadn’t thought I’d be useful. And He’s dead. And- this is what Belmonts do, right? Even estranged ones. Die in feeding cells.”

Adrian can blame himself if he likes but Katalin is already making his way toward the kitchen. Even having eaten recently, he’s aching from hunger. Fresh meat, Adrian had said, and right now there’s little that sounds better.

“And- I should probably be more grateful. I’ve had a roof over my head most of the winter, because of this. Christmas would have been fucking weird away from home, anyway.”

"You have a very interesting perspective," Adrian muses softly. "I wouldn't expect you to look at it with such silver lining."

Not that he finds fault in it. It is so easy to find only the negative things in one's experience, but Katalin doesn't seem so cynical. He wishes he had that ability, but it's certainly charming.

Once in the kitchen, Adrian is arranging a bowl for Katalin. Though really the entire pot is for him, he still considers himself the host right now and Katalin the guest. He would treat him right, especially after all that he's dealt with.

"I have wine, ale, or water." For himself, he's already pouring wine. Even if it doesn't do anything to affect him, he still has a fondness for the taste.

“Much as I truly, truly want to say ale-“ And fuck does he want to say ale, he’s not had a drink in apparently months. But he’s also only just getting enough to eat and drink after two to three months of sustiained blood loss. “-water is probably the better idea. Head alredy fucking hurts. It doesn’t need help.“

He takes the same seat he took last night, staring at the stew pot in a way that’s- honestly rather similar to the way he looked while talking about Sophie. Like it’s the answer to his prayers. In answer to Adrian’s earlier statement he only shrugs.

“Shit would get upsetting really fucking fast, if I didn’t. I fucked up. Forgot there are vampires who can do the compulsion thing. ‘Could’ now, I suppose. Mistaken identity or not, this shit meant I don’t die yet. Can’t ask fror more.”

There's a wry smile, but Adrian doesn't elaborate. He doesn't think that Trevor would have really declined, but-- ah, he should stop comparing, really. Even if the differences are interesting, they have enough similarities as well.

A cup of water is given to Katalin, and Adrian sits across from him as before, looking less tired than previously.

"You're allowed to want for more beyond not dying," Adrian muses, teasing him a little. "But I suppose in your life, it's been hard to want for more."

He considers. "After we find Sophie, what do you plan to do? Perhaps the Speakers would take you in."

“Not dying yet.” He corrects, because it’s an important difference when vampires are involved. “There- isn’t much more, not really. Never is if you chose to take up the whip.”

If that’s something he’s bitter about, he doesn’t sound it. He doesn’t sound grimly accepting, either. It’s just a calm statement of fact, as if he were commenting upon weather or something equally inane. When asked about the speakers, he first stares at Alucard as if he’s asked something very, very strange, but then shakes his head.

“Can’t. I don’t do well with the fucking vow of nonviolence. S’why they dumped me on the Belmonts in the first place. Some nasty peice of shit fucks around with them, and even if they’re at knifepoint they want you to just ask them nicely not stab them.”

They’d scolded Sophie for it, once. When they were young. One of her grandfather’s friends was attacked and the two of them had driven the assailant off, a spear of ice through his weapon hand. And the man had stood, beaten half to death, and told the both of them that this is not what we are. And Sophie had sunk in defeat. But he had known that it was what he was, known that what he was would always be a boy with a borrowed walking stick for a club putting himself between things that would hit people and people who might be hurt, and that that meant he would never be a Speaker.

“But- I’m just going to do my family’s work, of course. Find nasty things that want to hurt people. Kill them. Try to do a better job of it than I did this time.”

Perhaps he shouldn't be, but Adrian is terribly endeared by how determined Katalin is to live by the proper Belmont ideal. Maybe he is hardened enough, maybe not, but he likes the spirit and the genuine heart he has. Trevor's was more difficult to fine, but just as genuine. Like a rough stone that would glimmer in the sun when turned just right.

"And are you armed at all, Katalin?" Adrian asks, chuckling. "Were you before the vampires found you?"

For Adrian's part, he has no desire to really be caught up in battles any longer, but...

But, he thinks, he should certainly linger and ensure that Katalin is fit and armed. He rather likes him, after all.

“I-“ He’s being laughed at, isn’t he? He pouts into his glass of water at it, ears reddening, sounding more chastised than Trevor Belmont ever did in his life. “-I was. Before. My things might still be here somewhere. Probably.”

And it’s almost impressive, how quickly he goes from that stumbling doubt to complete certainty. Even if he’s still pouting a little and not meeting Adrian’s eyes.

“Don’t need them, if not. Still have hands, that’s more than enough.”

Gently, he places his hand to Katalin's wrist, smiling warmly at him. "Forgive me. I like your conviction is all. It's not what I was expecting out of you and I suppose it is refreshing in comparison to everything else for me to wake up to. If that is the path you desire, I would help supply you with it."

Although he is also terribly endeared by how flustered Katalin is.

"But trust me when I say fists aren't enough for some vampires," he muses. "I've no doubt I still have some items that can help you. If nothing else, I would certainly feel better if you could defend yourself."

“Oh.”

At the weight against his wrist, he looks up. He does meet Adrian’s gaze now, though if anything his ears are redder.

“...I’d forgive you for doubting me. I know- I know that the circumstances make it hard to believe, but I trained for this. I can do it. I just fucked up this time.” He’s speaking partially to Adrian and partly to himself again. He does that a lot, it seems, when he’s trying to convince himself. “The help would be appreciated.”

"I almost think you'd have had it easier if they simply attacked you rather than intending to make you a bargaining chip. In any case, I will help where I can. I couldn't say they opted to keep your monster-killing equipment, but I've no doubt it could be replaced."

And perhaps he has stored some of Trevor's old belongings, at least ones that would have survived the centuries.

"Finish your meal. First, we'll attempt to locate Sophie. Then we can worry about arming you proper."

He doesn’t need to be asked twice. It’s hard to tell if he’s always this entuseastic about his food (Trevor always did eat as if he didn’t know whether he’d actually get a next meal, even after finding a home and family) or if he’s simply been very, very hungry for a long time, but either way the bowl is clean within the minute. Apparently at the expense of actually remembering to breathe, given by his gasps afterward.

“It’s-“ Wait, no, false start. He needs to finish breathing. “-it’s none of it irreplaceable. Not really.”

It hurts to lose the last things his family gave him before he left, but they’re just things. He can’t get sentimental about them. This is difficult, because he is exceptionally good at getting sentimental about things. A shirt with silver thread laced through it. Knives. A whip of leather braided around a core of silver wire and treated with annointing oil. Some of it will be a pain to replace, but nothing is impossible to have back.

“You’re right. Sophie. Sophie comes first. If she’s in danger I’ll just- find something to hit the danger with.”

It is, in his opinion, a solid battle plan.

"Perhaps. But it's different when it's from family."

And he speaks, knowing full well what that is like. There are many things in his life that he's lost. There'd been a day that he wept irrationally when he lost his father's wedding ring; a simple metal band, but Hell if it didn't torment him when he couldn't find it any longer. It's just a possession, true, but he held onto what he could, for it's all he ever had left.

"In a way, what I give you will still be from your family, Katalin," Adrian offers softly. "It is still from the Belmonts. And your heart certainly is part of them."

Blood is nothing, and heart is everything.

Adrian offers his hand, and should Katalin take it they step back into the halls to approach the laboratory once more. With a gesture of his hand, the mirror shards being to reassemble.

"I need you to focus on her. Her face, your memories." Adrian presses his palm to the mirror. "I can imagine what she may look like, but you know better than I do. With your intent, the mirror should reveal her to us. Then I know where we must go."

He nods quietly in response to that, and it’s without hesitation that he takes Adrian’s hand this time. It’s easier to put the thought from his mind, that way. It’s comforting.

“Sophie.” He whispers under his breath, staring into the mirror. And he focuses. He focuses on short red hair, made shorter by the tight curls of it. On freckles, even in winter. On long blue robes, and the winter they spent embroidering the lining of them with stars and flowers so that even if it couldn’t be seen she would know that they were unique and her own and different from those of the people around her. On nights spent following contellations in the winter sky, and days spent hunting down particular herbs and a soft, concerned gaze as small hands held a damb cloth to his cuts. On smiles, small and bright. On lost tempers and tears. On lightning gathering in her hair and pulling it upward. On a flame passed into his trembling hands to keep them warm. Images flash over the mirror, too quick to really see properly, of a girl growing into a woman.

She’s worth living for.

There’s a camp in the mirror, being packed up to move on. Bags being pulled up onto an open wagon. And a woman, one with blue robes and a warm, joyful presence, taking inventory of medicines and herbs for the journey ahead.

Truthfully, Adrian isn't certain what to expect, who he'll end up seeing. But between the resemblance Katalin has and the sight of familiar red curls, it's almost too much. Adrian holds his breath, knowing tears burn the edges of his eyes. The evolved but familiar style of Speaker robes, their caravan.

Her face, still as beautiful as he remembers Sypha's.

But he has no time for his mourning or nostalgia. Adrian will keep his word.

"Very good," he whispers, blinking away the temptation. "Our journey will be a short one with the castle."

Without waiting, Adrian begins to head toward the engine room. The closer to it that he is, the less strain there will be for him to command the castle.

“...with the castle?”

He repeats that, but stays at the mirror, watching her until the peices fall apart completely. And until the mirror separates. There’s a painful lump in his throat, seeing her again for the first time in a few years. Knowing that she might have been in danger all this time. Seeing her and hers travelling through the winter instead of waiting out the snows at the Belmont estate and knowing that the young and old and sickly will be suffering terribly for it. It’s only when the last part of the mirror falls that he realises why his eyes are so blurry and scrubs at them with his hands (pathetic) and runs to catch up with Adrian.

“Wait, the castle still moves? I thought it didn’t anymore.” He knew that the building had shook when Adrian entered, but he’d assumed that was just Vampire Bullshit. “-was that what all of that earthquake shit was, yesterday?”

There's a wry smile as he glances over his shoulder at Katalin. "The castle will adhere to its master -- and no one has been its master since I assumed its control. I suppose it was easier for Trevisan to lie, say the castle's been broken for the past 300 years. No one would've been able to question him, really."

The doors open after Adrian unlocks them, giving them the afternoon view of the dreary looking woods of where the Ţepeş Crypt is kept. That, and the floating engine that waits for the command of its master.

"I summoned the castle yesterday," Adrian explains. "Hence the aftershock of what you felt. I wasn't interested in wasting time when you were shown to me. ...Regardless of whatever he said, I knew I had to come."

Daylight. Real, beautiful, blessed daylight. He runs out as far as he can toward it. The day is heavy and cloudy, but even with that-

-it’s daylight. He hasn’t seen it in so long. He can tell what time it is. He can taste rain on the air. He can see the world in its real colours, without the slight tint that the lightning-torches of the castle cast upon everything. And it’s a lot. It takes all he has not to tear up again, two months of hell finally, finally starting to catch up to him. It’s that, that and Adrian’s words, how he literally moved the castle to be there sooner in a stranger’s time of need-

He moves up close behind Adrian and bows his head, resting his forehead in his hair, at the back of his neck.

“Please don’t die. Don’t go back to sleep. Please.”

The plea does clench at his heart, and his throat tightens. Adrian closed his eyes, covering his mouth; such a short time Katalin has known him, yet he's asking for him to stay. It's almost too much, but also perhaps what he needs to hear.

Even if all they do is let Sophie and him meet, ensure the Speakers are safe, then maybe...

"All right." He couldn't conceive saying no to him after hearing him. "Then don't do anything foolish. Don't..." Adrian exhales, steadying his expression before turning to face Katalin. "Don't get kidnapped by anyone else, hm?"

“Foolish things are all I know how to do.” He says, as if closing his eyes to the world isn’t all that Adrian knows how to do, and he’s scrubbing at his eyes again, voice a little too high. “But- fair is fair. I’ll do my best.”

He doesn’t even know how he feels any more. Everything is hitting him at once with the sunlight, until all that he can feel is fear and gratitude and determination not to let Adrian just cease to be in the same world as him. He stares at Adrian for a good twenty seconds, and then seems to make up his mind about something.

And he moves forward, wrapping his arms around the vampire, pulling himself against him.

“I’ll stay. For as long as I can, I’ll stay.”

It'd just taken a bit more of his strength to keep a calm expression, because even now Adrian is a man of unfortunate habits who withdraws and keeps to himself with the notion of not desiring to burden himself onto others. But he did unravel some of that with Sypha and Trevor, who were determined to keep him from locking himself away from the rest of the world, who bothered and bothered until he was able to give more of his raw emotion.

When Katalin embraces him, Adrian goes still for a moment. Though his arms are steady and he slides his arms around the other man in return, he is unable to stop himself from letting a few tears go finally, no longer able to hide that part of him from Katalin.

"You have a home, if you need it. Understand?" he whispers. "You deserve that, and I would give it to you."

This feels correct. He doesn’t know why, because it was a stupid thing to do (and it’s a little laughable, how he agreed not to do foolish things before immediately throwing himself into the arms of a man who is, despite being his rescuer, a practical stranger), but it does.

“Home.” He repeats, and he says nothing more for the moment. Instead, he buries his head in Adrian’s shoulder.

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