[It feels like some small fraction of the world comes back into alignment, when Adrian kisses him. It's familiar and it's warm. It feels good. It leaves Jotaro certain, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that his feelings for Adrian haven't changed.
Because...he had been afraid of that, hadn't he? Deep down, in a place that he would never allow to come uncovered, there had been that fear that he would never give voice to. But no, now he can be certain — he doesn't want this any less now than he did before. Whatever else might have been in his heart at the time, these feelings grew and matured and are real.
But his mouth moves softly against Adrian's, and he feels more grounded than he had before. It won't be easy, but it'll be okay.
They both said that to him, didn't they. Adrian and Kakyoin both.
And they're both a lot smarter than he is, so he'd be pretty stupid not to try to take that insistence to heart.]
[Fingers gently comb and work through Jotaro's thick, dark hair, adoring the sensation of the curls along his touch. It's different than anyone else's that he's encountered.]
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[It feels like some small fraction of the world comes back into alignment, when Adrian kisses him. It's familiar and it's warm. It feels good. It leaves Jotaro certain, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that his feelings for Adrian haven't changed.
Because...he had been afraid of that, hadn't he? Deep down, in a place that he would never allow to come uncovered, there had been that fear that he would never give voice to. But no, now he can be certain — he doesn't want this any less now than he did before. Whatever else might have been in his heart at the time, these feelings grew and matured and are real.
But his mouth moves softly against Adrian's, and he feels more grounded than he had before. It won't be easy, but it'll be okay.
They both said that to him, didn't they. Adrian and Kakyoin both.
And they're both a lot smarter than he is, so he'd be pretty stupid not to try to take that insistence to heart.]
Thank you for...taking care of me. I need it.
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[Fingers gently comb and work through Jotaro's thick, dark hair, adoring the sensation of the curls along his touch. It's different than anyone else's that he's encountered.]
I always will be when you need me.