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oh
okay
is it complicated
wait do i really have to

It's only complicated if that's how you like it.

Yes. You do. Or they will force you want to. And that is worse.

i dont like when things are complicated
im not very smart
i HATE being forced to do things
no
now i dont want it

Diva.

This might be easier if we were speaking face to face. Where can I find you?

im in my bed
but you dont want to come here
its not befitting someone like you or me

Diva, I promise that I don't care where they're forcing you to stay. I would not think any less of you.

im in room 15-B
in the apartments they gave to submissives

I will be there. And I would like very much to talk to you.

More than just what I think you need to know.

_{[For some reason that makes her nervous...as if she's going to be scolded or lectured, even though she knows that's not his intent.]}

ill be here
its too cold to go anywhere else
the door is open you can come in when you get here

_{[And when he does eventually arrive she'll be cocooned under a pile of blankets, a lump on her mattress. The room itself is rather sparse and doesn't hold much at all. She'll peak her head out at him when she smells and hears him, a bit like a nervous turtle.]}

[Once Alucard arrives, he hesitates when he sees her wrapped up in her blankets. Ah, poor Diva. He frowns a little to himself before he's shutting the door and approaching.

He gestures for her to come closer as he sits on the end of the bed.]

I have something for you, before we talk. Would you like to have it?

You have something for me?

_{[Poor Diva indeed. She emerges further, shuffling herself across the mattress, dragging one of the blankets with her.]}

Please.

Turn around. No peeking.

_{[Oh no...now she's excited. There's a bit of a wiggle of anticipation as she shimmies herself around, raising each of her hands to settle her palms over her eyes.]}

What is it?

_{[Diva that's not how it works...he's not going to just tell you!]}

[Gently, he begins to brush her hair back, straightening it out until he finally has it pinned back with a bow.]

Open your eyes.

[He does have a compact mirror if she wants to look!]

_{[She does as she's told, immediately reaching back to touch and feel what he's just clipped into her hair. She knows that shape well enough!]}

Oh! My prince! You got me a bow?

_{[It's...actually an incredibly simple gift...but to Diva it's something lovely. As bougie as she could be, deep down she's most pleased with simple, delicate things.]}

I want to see!

[Her excitement is so sincere that he can't help but smile in return.]

Of course, my lady.

[His mirror is offered to her.]

Tell me how you like it.

_{[She can't help but be excited. She loves being doted on and she likes Alucard. What's better than being doted on by someone you're fond of? Taking the mirror she gives it a look and soon turns her attention back to him. It's got her approval.]}

It's very lovely. I think it suits me.

I agree, completely. I'm glad you like it as you do.

[He reaches out and gently takes her hand.]

When you arrived here, do you remember if anyone explain what was expected of you? Not that it is their right to tell you such things, but I want to know how much you recall.

_{[She lets him take her hand without protest, glancing down at it as her fingers press against his. In comparison hers is so much smaller and softer, not that such a difference would come as a surprise to anyone. Still, it's a difference she takes note of.]}

Well...when I woke up I killed one of the staff members so they were quick to process me and send me on my way. They told me I was to contract myself to someone and learn my place. They mentioned having sex but I didn't really pay much attention...

_{[Mainly because she wanted to gtfo so badly.]}

[of course she killed somebody. not that he could really blame her since they're all essentially kidnapped]

All right. Now listen as best as you can. If you have any questions, I will try to answer them as best as I can.

This place has arbitrary rules that are irrelevant, but because they have such technology and enchantments that can affect even us is why I have been very cautious about how best to act. They labeled you as a submissive based on their whims and little else.

They expect all of us to meet a certain quota of sex per month. If you do not, they will give you a serum against your will to force you to want it. The punishment could be worse, actually, because they labeled you as submissive.

[Gently, he squeezes her hand.] It is unfair, and it isn't right. But if we do not obey for now, then you could suffer the consequences. I don't want that for you. So I encourage you to seek a contract with a dominant that you like, and to be intimate with those you like if they also agree to it.

Do you understand so far?

_{[Would you blame a caged tiger for attacking upon waking up somewhere unknown? The same logic applies here but at least Alucard seems to understand that, even if he might not condone it.

She listens, sitting still and rigid on the uncomfortable mattress, becoming more and more visibly nervous as he continues. A quota they all had to meet and if it wasn't met there would be punishment, that hers would be worse because she was a submissive.

She shifts a little then, rocking just a bit. She doesn't want this?]}

Mm...I do.

Very good. Thank you.

[There's a pause, then he rolls his thumb over her knuckles.]

Sex is... a little more than just producing a child. It can be for recreational purposes, or just enjoying your time with someone you like or love. It can be frightening, especially if it's the first time you've done it.

But it can be marvelous, as well. Sex can be with anyone, regardless of their gender if you don't particularly care about that.

It can take a bit of time to figure out what you like and what your partner enjoys, but it can be fun as well.

_{[Everything he says seems all fine and dandy but...now it just seems complicated. Complex. A huge bother. It's supposed to be fun? No one told her that. It was make a baby this make a baby that, not enjoy yourself with someone you like or love...

Was that even possible for someone like her? Just because she might like someone or fancy them doesn't mean that they felt the same way. Most people didn't. She has always been wanted for the wrong reasons.

She's still staring at their hands, at the way he thumbs her knuckles. He's trying to soothe her and it's only then she realizes she's jittery.]}

I don't know what to do.

And it's all right that you don't know. I'm only sorry that you're being forced to find out in one way or another, but at the very least we can ensure you enjoy it with someone you like.

Would you say you prefer men or women? We can start there.

The only lady I love is my sweet Saya.

_{[Sure, girls could be pretty but she hasn't had much contact with women in general. Mostly it's been men, her Chevalier, that she's kept for company.]}

I suppose men?

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