he sounded wonderful poetry and philanthropy is something that men like my teacher strive for men like that were staples in my people's villages, sometimes above kings and chieftains
tell me that it doesn't involve gorging myself in the flesh and blood or performing magic to raise the dead then it will be something i approve of
He was capable of great love and terrible deeds alike. But then, so is anyone. I miss him everyday.
There are two things we can try. My father would store blood for us to drink, and to curb the hunger I would feast on animals even if it isn't the same. Still, as a child, it helped to learn to control this. In your case, I can offer you some blood I receive in donations from the hospital and see how it affects you. Alternatively, there is also my blood we can attempt to give. I am half human, so it may do you well, or it won't be enough. Either way, the idea is to help find ways to sustain you. You cannot ignore who and what you are. But you can be better than what others think of you.
it sounds like he loved you dearly i know a fraction of that pain, i miss my mother every day, too but my pain is not comparable to yours. i am sure that your father watches over you still.
it's helped you? has that hunger ever increased with age?
admittedly, i find that suggestion a little strange. though, it's better than the alternative, hurting someone or worse. i don't think the older half-bloods in my world have even suggested it.
i suppose i am not averse to it. maybe if it works for me it can help some of my friends when i return home. i guess it would be testing a hypothesis to see if it will yield the same results for a half-demon.
but i don't want to hurt you wouldn't it hurt if i drank your blood?
Things were complicated, but he was a good father. It would be impossible to compare pain. But we can at least relate to each other for it.
It increased, but it was easier for me to tame. Almost all vampires are made, not born. My circumstances were obviously unique. I've never met another half-vampire myself.
It would not hurt me if I used the proper tools. Even if it did, I heal considerably fast. It'll be all right. I want to help you.
Vampires are usually turned by another vampire. Sometimes unwilling, unfortunately. That is the main way vampires procreate. If a vampire manages to produce offspring by birth, it can be difficult. If the mother is human, she may not survive the term, for example. As far as I know, I'm the only dhampir. Half-vampire.
Of course, Gwenhwyfar. I understand your position better than most could. If there's anything else I can do, let me know?
that's so strange to me. then again, i haven't quite heard of anything like a vampire. but to be changed into something against one's will? that sounds so awful.
i remember you told me how your mother had a difficult pregnancy, like mine.
well, we are kin, are we not? i would do the same for you. outside of something so silly like company? i will. any advice or suggestions you give me, i can spare that information for the rest of my kind.
It is. I would not deny how awful and cruel it can be. Fortunately, not many vampires would share immortality with someone they deem "unworthy", so something forceful would not happen often.
We are kin, you and I. Gladly. Company is not so silly, and I would give it to you at your request.
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poetry and philanthropy is something that men like my teacher strive for
men like that were staples in my people's villages, sometimes above kings and chieftains
tell me that it doesn't involve gorging myself in the flesh and blood or performing magic to raise the dead
then it will be something i approve of
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I miss him everyday.
There are two things we can try.
My father would store blood for us to drink, and to curb the hunger I would feast on animals even if it isn't the same. Still, as a child, it helped to learn to control this.
In your case, I can offer you some blood I receive in donations from the hospital and see how it affects you.
Alternatively, there is also my blood we can attempt to give. I am half human, so it may do you well, or it won't be enough.
Either way, the idea is to help find ways to sustain you. You cannot ignore who and what you are. But you can be better than what others think of you.
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i know a fraction of that pain, i miss my mother every day, too but my pain is not comparable to yours. i am sure that your father watches over you still.
it's helped you? has that hunger ever increased with age?
admittedly, i find that suggestion a little strange. though, it's better than the alternative, hurting someone or worse. i don't think the older half-bloods in my world have even suggested it.
i suppose i am not averse to it. maybe if it works for me it can help some of my friends when i return home. i guess it would be testing a hypothesis to see if it will yield the same results for a half-demon.
but i don't want to hurt you wouldn't it hurt if i drank your blood?
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It would be impossible to compare pain. But we can at least relate to each other for it.
It increased, but it was easier for me to tame. Almost all vampires are made, not born. My circumstances were obviously unique. I've never met another half-vampire myself.
It would not hurt me if I used the proper tools. Even if it did, I heal considerably fast.
It'll be all right. I want to help you.
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[ She hopes! Alucard is so kind to her. ]
so, not that much different than what happens to half-demons as they grow older
then how are vampires made? magic? curses by the gods?
so as long as i don't cause you any discomfort or pain
i can heal fast too if i allow it. i can return the favor to you, as well.
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thank you, alucard
you have my deepest gratitude. words cannot express that i'm grateful for your help
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Of course, Gwenhwyfar. I understand your position better than most could.
If there's anything else I can do, let me know?
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i remember you told me how your mother had a difficult pregnancy, like mine.
well, we are kin, are we not? i would do the same for you.
outside of something so silly like company? i will. any advice or suggestions you give me, i can spare that information for the rest of my kind.
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We are kin, you and I. Gladly.
Company is not so silly, and I would give it to you at your request.