It's been a while since we've talked, and I'm not half dying from sleep deprivation now! I just wanted to check in on you. A lot of stuff has happened since then.
My apologies. A lot has happened. Some... uncertainties that concern me, but others have been exceptionally pleasant. If it were possible to stop being concerned over my return to Wallachia, I would daresay I'd be content.
This place sucks, and I'm never going to stop hollering that at the top of my lungs, but there's a surprising lot of good to be found here. It's mostly in the people and not in the dumb junk that happens, but I never would have met them if I hadn't been dragged here.
You are absolutely correct. This place is horrid and I would sooner see it destroyed than be content to live here, but ... I am very glad for the people that I have met. Though in a way it also terrifies me; I don't know what I would do if they were gone from my life.
I get that. It's not easy losing people you care about. [From the tone of her voice it's clear that's not a platitude.] In a way it's harder here than it would be back home, a little. People just disappear, and there's no rhyme or reason to it.
And there is no way to confirm what has happened to them.
...In relation to that, somewhat. One day, we will leave this station. What will you do, Terezi? About the relationships you've made here, rather. To simply say good-bye does not settle with me.
It is on my mind more often these days. I cannot abandon Wallachia, but I do not wish to abandon what is in my heart either. If it was possible to bring us all here, then it must equally be possible to find our way to each other, if we desire it.
What's so important back there, anyway? Besides the whole basic "getting home" thing, which is pretty important, don't get me wrong! It's just the way you keep talking about it sounds like you've got something really pressing waiting for you.
Don't be mistaken. I've no urge to return other than for the sake of duty itself.
I must return home in order to prevent my father from destroying all the humans in my country -- perhaps even the entire world. He is mad with grief, and determined to punish an entire race for the wrongdoing of a few.
If I had the option, I would not return. There is nothing else waiting for me in Wallachia but an unfortunate task. However, if I do not, the humans will die. I would not forgive myself if I did not return home to stop my father.
That's a pretty good reason to go back, but it still blows that's your only reason. There's really nothing else for you? What are you going to do afterwards?
Perhaps work to find those dear to my heart, to travel through realities to find them. It is no simple feat, but my life is eternal. I have time to figure it out.
Well, I don't have infinite time like you do, Mr. Immortal, but I've got a couple hundred years in me, at least. Maybe if I find you before I croak, you can come back to New Earth with me. I think you'd like the carapace people.
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HEY.
PSSSSSSSSST.
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[He sounds pleasantly surprised.]
My apologies. A lot has happened. Some... uncertainties that concern me, but others have been exceptionally pleasant. If it were possible to stop being concerned over my return to Wallachia, I would daresay I'd be content.
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This place sucks, and I'm never going to stop hollering that at the top of my lungs, but there's a surprising lot of good to be found here. It's mostly in the people and not in the dumb junk that happens, but I never would have met them if I hadn't been dragged here.
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...In relation to that, somewhat. One day, we will leave this station. What will you do, Terezi? About the relationships you've made here, rather. To simply say good-bye does not settle with me.
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[She's quiet for a moment.]
Well, it's not like I haven't wandered the universe in search of people before. Maybe I can put that back on the to-do list.
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It is on my mind more often these days. I cannot abandon Wallachia, but I do not wish to abandon what is in my heart either. If it was possible to bring us all here, then it must equally be possible to find our way to each other, if we desire it.
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I must return home in order to prevent my father from destroying all the humans in my country -- perhaps even the entire world. He is mad with grief, and determined to punish an entire race for the wrongdoing of a few.
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That sucks.
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If I had the option, I would not return. There is nothing else waiting for me in Wallachia but an unfortunate task. However, if I do not, the humans will die. I would not forgive myself if I did not return home to stop my father.
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