reposing: (life had just begun)
Adrian "Alucard" Ţepeş ([personal profile] reposing) wrote2019-07-20 12:21 pm

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starmark: (REGRET ☆ no turning back no backing down)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
hey
uh

i have something to tell you
maybe you already know it
i don't know

are you busy
starmark: (ATTEND ☆ oh hey look there's rohan)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
how long can a dhampir go without eating?

i'm not asking because i think you're gonna go bite somebody
it's a biology question
starmark: (BEHIND ☆ is he posing in a parked car)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
okay

don't get pissed off at me
but i went and asked at the hospital to see if they had a blood bank or something
i didn't tell them why i was asking or anything
i just wanted to find out

but i guess the lunatian scientists figured out something for that
for vampires

i guess what i'm trying to say is
maybe you don't have to be uncomfortable
starmark: (QUIET ☆ my god it's nuanced emoting)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
yeah
i know

i just

i keep thinking about you
how you're doing this by yourself

you shouldn't have to figure out all this space bullshit all by yourself
starmark: (REDDEN ☆ my friends i am a tsun ami)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
don't thank me too quickly
for all i know it's shitty blood
maybe it tastes bad

also uh

you were right about the lavender
starmark: (ALOOF ☆ not sure if want or do not want)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
if you don't want anyone to know you have it i can make star steal it for you
i'm pretty sure that will work

complications
you mean like with sleeping
or just in general
starmark: (REGRET ☆ no turning back no backing down)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
oh
no the sleeping is okay i guess
i still wake up at night but the smell helps
like to remind me where i am
and then i calm down

do you know anything about
uh
heart attacks
starmark: (POUT ☆ not enough yare in all the world)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
what are the signs that you're about to have one
starmark: (AVERT ☆ okay so maybe i fucked that up)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
no reason
i mean it's not really important
starmark: (INTROVERT ☆ keep running up that hill)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
i haven't told anybody
and nobody knows because no one else was there
so there's no way that anyone could remember

it's something i did while i was fighting the vampire
i needed him to get close to me
i couldn't hit him otherwise

but he knew better than to do that so i made him think he killed me
so he'd come over and gloat
but then he listened for my heartbeat

so while he was listening i had to not have one
starmark: (REDDEN ☆ my friends i am a tsun ami)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
i stopped it

i made my stand hold it still
in his hand

anyway i just kinda figured maybe there might be
i don't know
health problems from doing that
starmark: (MOODY ☆ like the ring and not the blues)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
i did what i had to
it was to survive

but i don't want to have to explain that to a doctor
or to the people who know me
they weren't there
and i don't know how to make them understand

so i just wanted to know what to watch for
in case
to be safe
starmark: (AVERT ☆ okay so maybe i fucked that up)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-11-29 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
...ok
yeah

you can do what you want

better you than the fucking space doctors
you listen to me

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